daddy-shopping

sorry. this dream was annoying me so i removed it.

okay, it's back. i'm still not sure how i feel about it!

i was in a relationship with a somewhat unidentifiable woman and we were standing outside this restaurant/cafe/cafeteria type place. i guess we must have already decided to have a baby and i was going to be the pregnant one. we were (i was?) now trying to decide what to do about the whole paternal part. i think we were sort of daddy-shopping. first person who came to mind was my friend rm--he was sitting in the restaurant. i quickly remembered that he has a large head and that i might not enjoy giving birth to his offspring. second i thought of my friend bg. smart, attractive, a good friend. the thing is, we were actually in a relationship for a while there and so i thought maybe that would be awkward. i debated, then ruled him out. then i leaned on a pole and stared off towards the ceiling deep in thought. not only was i deep in thought, i knew i looked like i was deep in thought, and i seemed to think people would notice that and be intrigued.