anxiety

this weekend i was at a national conference. early saturday i co-facilitated a roundtable discussion with my esteemed colleague ms. i dreamt this friday night. think i was nervous?

i was in a room full of people who were all sitting in chairs and busily doing something. it was time for me to gather them all together at a table for an hour-long book discussion. everyone gathered around the table, but we quickly saw there was not much room (nor were there chairs) for ms, kc or lh. i tried rearranging everyone and made a little space. i found three short stools for them to sit on, but they refused to sit in anything but chairs. ms asked impatiently, 'do you want me to go out and get 22 chairs?' 'No!' (we only had an hour!).

everyone then decided to ditch the discussion and go dancing, leaving me alone and frustrated.

well...almost alone. suddenly lr was there, looking at me and wearing glasses. her features were kind of pixelated. i asked if she was going dancing, too. she said she wanted to, but that she'd stay behind with me. how kind! soon after, our forearms were kind of stuck together and we had to delicately peel them apart. this seemed to be related to her pixelated-looking skin, but i couldn't be sure.